Well I have been in Rexburg since September only going home for a month for x-mas break. I absolutely love where I am at in life. Have great friends, success in my studies, growth in leadership, and the occasional crush. Although my life is pretty much established here @ school and in this community which I like to call Utopia. I have decided to return back to California for the Fall 2008 semester and be with friends and family. Sad thing is I don't really want to go home.
My life is mine here. No parents to answer to, no reason to get a car, social activities, free services (gym, computer techs, wellness center). I think the hardest part about returning home is not feeling like I really have anyone who cares. Richard told me off the other day basically clarifying he doesn't want to be friends with me because he has a girlfriend. That is ridiculous! Naomi and I talk but she has college and her own life. Kyle, Tammy and all the other young people are still in high school, including Richard. I just think that I will stick to my home nest and chill out reading books for 5months and working my little tail off.
My life is completely different then what it was September 7th, 2008. I don't miss what I had a year ago because it wasn't right. I miss having a relationship but that's all I had at the time. Anyhow I am getting off on a tangent and I just wanted to inform anyone who reads this off my plans for the fall... adios.
